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i found myself no longer letting the one person in my life who i thought i could never let go of. & to be completely honest, i couldn't be happier with life. now that i no longer have the burden of you on my shoulders, i feel like i've found myself, found who i really am & found the friends who i don't know how i went so long without. in a way, i feel free. i can't remember the last time i was this happy, yet i still let little things crush me. i'm now stronger than ever. i know what i want in life & what i'm willing to do to get there. i guess in a way, i'm proud of myself. i let the one person go who i fell the hardest for, yet he was the one person who brought me down lower than anyone ever has had the power to do. i let you go, it was hard, it took some time; but i did it. i finally did it. i thank you for the lessons you brought into my life, but i thank you for letting me let you go, for just staying away. i couldn't have done it without you. there will always be room for you in my heart but you will no longer have the power over me that you once did. i find myself having the fun i used to wish i could have. i've found myself doing new things & being the person i longed to be. i'm me & i wanna thank you for helping me find that.