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i cant belive im writing in this lol...its been soooooo long.....so much has changed...im totally not who i used to be......ive changed so much....its for the better i think.....im cleaner lol....more good looking...and yet it seems girls still dont look at me...i try adn find something good in me but i really cant seem to find anything they like.....but w/e....ill just stop trying....but i did meet this cool girl from depew.... lindsey.... shes really pretty...but i dunno where its gonna go from here....its weird to think about the future cause you never know whats gonna happen...when i look back on things they never turn out the way i plan them.....so maybe i should plan on things crashing and burning.....then they will be better lol...

well anyways...its good to be back !!!

<3 Nicpon