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[there_she_g0es]

i wish....

i dont know

but hes just...moving too fast
and
i cant loose him
but
this cant be like this

somethings wrong i can feel it
and i cant cant cant take it

and its making me so depressed. i care about him so much that im afraid to tell him to slow down

on saturday, he suprised me by lighting 50 tea light candles all around his room with rose petals on the bed and on the floor. it was spectacular.

but hes 5 pages ahead of me. im living for just today when hes thinking about years from now, amoung other things

i i i dont know what to say anymore. and i just cant get this out of my head.

but hes the most amazing thing thats ever happened to me.