am i worth nething

[there_is_hope08]

Am i worth nething? why do i do this to myself? why do i have to slice myself up? why do i strive for love even in the wrong ways? why cant i get te truth about nething? why...........?

well, not that neone cares, but i had a hard day at school. found a lot of shit out about malone that is te truth or not i dont know but it didnt help. i sliced myself up in the bathroom and passed out. and then i did it again and someone found out so i had to go home. im getting switched to an alternative skool... i dont know what school though. i think that will be better. not as much shit. there is so many bad memories and lakeview and i think i need to start over fresh even though i want to shut down and do nothing. but yea. i feel like shit about a lot. well w/e
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