im free
WELCOME HOME ME!
so yea i got out of harbor oaks today. that was nice. i was in there for 12 days. so yea im glad i am out and am able to work harder on getter better. i have to be honest though...i am depressed. i dont like home and i dont like change. im not allowed to hang out with paige and she is one of my best friends. and now i am going to be stuck home all the time. the one place that makes me sick. but i have to deal. well i felt like cutting a few times tonight but instead i colored. and i feel really shitty about myself and my body and i hate me. and i hate feeling this way but i know that is will go away... becuz i am taking care of me and that will pay opff eventually. well im going to go to bed. comment
so yea i got out of harbor oaks today. that was nice. i was in there for 12 days. so yea im glad i am out and am able to work harder on getter better. i have to be honest though...i am depressed. i dont like home and i dont like change. im not allowed to hang out with paige and she is one of my best friends. and now i am going to be stuck home all the time. the one place that makes me sick. but i have to deal. well i felt like cutting a few times tonight but instead i colored. and i feel really shitty about myself and my body and i hate me. and i hate feeling this way but i know that is will go away... becuz i am taking care of me and that will pay opff eventually. well im going to go to bed. comment