Jul 21, 2005 20:55
yea i dont know what the hell i going on here. i feel like i a being lied 2 by my 2 best friends.
malone came over today to talk to me about what happened and he said he wouldnt hang out with paige and might not even hang out with her and me when we r together.
ok so i flipped out today.... i was having a hard day and i didnt want to go to training but i had to and i was trying to call my dad to pick me up becuz i made it through half of the class and couldnt go on so yea he slipped out i flipped out and was screaing and crying. and then when my dad calmed down he took me to paiged and her dog was out and all the lights were on in her house and they dont do that unless someone is home so yea no one answer. and then i went to her aunts and no one answered and the tv was on. and wat gets me is malone said before i left to call him when i get home and i did and no one answered and i kepted calling. so now i feel as though i am being lied to and i probally am..so i want to know what the fuck is going on. i might not be friends with paige or malone... becuz i dont know wat the truth is. malone said he wouldnt date her or hang out or do nething but right now i cant get a hold of either of them so what is going on. paiges parents are working so how can she go newhere. what the hell is going on. i am crushed and in so much pain. why cant things go bak to the way they were when i was hanging out with paige and malone only called me a few times a week. what is going on. err i am crushed......
malone if u read this call me and tell me the truth. i also have to give u that note i wrote u and few other things.
paige if u get this. what the fuck is going on. if u can as soon as u can try to get a hold of me.
no one understands that i need to know the truth and i need to know what is going on here.