so very content

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so i woke up and was really fucking tired and try to go bak to bed. so i woke up at 1. me and my parents went to wal-mart and i got some clothes, mostly underwear becuz i needed some. then i came home and malone called for something and i had my closesure with him so that made me feel good. then i pampers myself again becuz i felt so , i dont know how to explain, i felt warm inside. that sounds stupid but i felt really content with who i am and my surroundings. so the after i took a shower leon and paige came over. then amber and brittany. so that was cool. you know what i got animal paper plates and i was so excited...lol so i gave a package to rayann and i kept some to put on my walls or eat with...lol they are so cool. they are animals! woot! ok so now i am getting ready to go to bed. im hanging out in my living room and i feel really content. the only weird thing that happend today was i was thinking about jim and i started to cry. and right as i got home malone called and it was about jim. so i felt like jim was with me all day. like ysterday sucked ass i felt horrible and today i felt like jim was helping me through it. so yea. everything is going ok. im going to hang out in my room and read or watch tv. comment.

R.I.P JIM!
i miss u!