Jun 20, 2005 19:48
Or Maybe it wasn't even a dream. I dream of being successful, of having a godly relationship with my husband. I dream of Marcus sometimes, of Ashleigh, of Regenia. But I don't dream of you. Im not sure, I guess because this is all like a nightmare. This whole up and down in and out thing really sucks. I can't stand it, and you know it really makes me miss what I had in North Caarolina, good, true friends. Friends that though sometimes things were bad, loved me more than anyone and showed they cared and wouldn't drop me before I could say Hello, for a 34 year old, even when they were 27. I dunno I guess im gonna say that Im not gonna join you for bible study. Im gonna do it on my own now. I just want to focus on god, I guess that's what he is trying to tell me to not get in the way of him shattering my dreams or letting pointless relationships getting in the way of me and him.
Sarah
Oh my gosh I am so excited about Thrift Store Bowling it will be a hootananny! Sarah is coming on the Second and Im excited. Oh yah And my 50 discount on shoes is gonna be off the hook. Flagler here I come!