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[theraven536]

I just want to be happy, is that to much to ask? Why do I have to wait. I am over the last relationship, but noone sees it, I am a good parent, strict, but it is nessesary. I want someone, but I don't feel they are being honest with me... and I am sure that after this post, she won't have anything to do with me. That is the risk I take by

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ok mebbe you'll understand if i LJ comment

[m1stressk1tten]

Perhaps if I say it on here you will not have me repeat it AGAIN....you're not a bad parent, I've never said that. I know you say you're over her...thats not the reason for waiting, the reason for waiting is because I need to get a job a car a liscence proivde x mas for my daughter..I'm not thinking about r-ships right now. I JUST got out of a r-ship did you maybe think I need some time to be by myself...I don't rush from one r-ship to the next...I can't do that. If I'm over the person or not...I always give myself more than a mere few days or a week to go with someone else..this is exactly why I didn't talk to you about this shit yet, is coz I knew you would get mega defensive about it, I knew it would upset you..I'm being honest with you, but it just seems to me like you are having a case of selective hearing ( reading)...so here is is for EVERYONE TO SEEE..... I LIKE YOU, I CARE FOR YOU BUT WE AREN'T TOGETETHR RIGHT NOW COZ I NEED TIME TO GET MY SHIT TOGETHER AND FRANKLY I BELIEVE YOU NEED TIME TO BE BY YOURSELF TOO...YOU JUST GOT OUT OF A RELATIONSHIP THERE'S NO NEED TO RUSH THINGS WITH ANYONE BE IT ME OR SOMEONE ELSE...AND....STRICT IS OK WITH CHILDREN, BUT IN ORDER FOR ME AND MY DAUGHTER TO TAKE PART IN YOURS AND DAMON'S LIVES I NEED YOU TO HAVE MORE PATIENCE WITH KIDS, ITS MISERABLE BEING AROUND SOMEONE WHOS GROUCHY ALL THE TIME....sorry if I embarassed you or upset you further but hell it had to be said this way in order for you to remember things perhaps. And people can hate me all they want...

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[m1stressk1tten]

wait a minute i take back the anger i didnt know it was before we talked last night

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[theraven536]

it's is ok, people make mistakes, I forgive you, but it will cost you...lol