yesterday me and willy went hiking with our nephew...tommy the four year old. It was so damn hot...i thought through out the trip we were going to die of heat exhastion...we hiked like four to five miles...and the cool thing is the little guy kept right up there with us...not one complaint...he finally the last few yards wanted uncle to carry him cuz he had worn out...cant blame the little guy....One of my friends found me on classmates.com after i had that posted for about five years now...but i havnt seen or heard from her since i was a sophmore...god the years...how they fly by...I hate reminicing cuz like one of my favorite shows says....once these moments are gone they are evil...that is my thoughts exactly....well anyways i hope everyone is doing good...me and willy are fighting again....when arent we? My dad and his mail order bride are getting a divorce...she left him....the things he went through? and never told me? i wish he would talk to us kids....i know whats between you and your spouse is between the both of you but...you still need to talk to some one you know? Well i am having a hard time living like this...i have been thinking about divorce a few times lately...i wonder if my dad did what was necessary to make his life happier? If i do i will go live with my dad in utah...i think...i have been thinking about it.....I hope not that it never comes to that but it has been very difficult...i am tired of him being pissed off at me all the time...it gets old to have to deal with being treated like shit cuz some one had a bad day or that they are in a bad mood that it is okay to treat you like shit...god my life...what a bunch of shit thrown in a box and jumbled around its such a mess and confusing...i am still afraid of the cancer thing...i know i need to let it go but in the back of my mind it is as real as can be...well i gotta go...lots of love and take care...xxoo