Sep 27, 2004 09:12
WHY ME GOD? WHY? what ever did I do to receive this kind of punishment? I mean, I always do my chores, I even will say thank you once in a while. I always give to charity(not really) and my room is mostly clean. Tati, I love you and that will never change. Just because you don't love me anymore, that doesn't change the way that I feel about you. If you really loved me the way you say, then I think that you could have waited to see me. The past couple of days I have been an emotional wreck not knowing what to think, to disliking you very much, to thinking things no person should ever have to think about, to where I am now, and that is a neutral state of being. I'm to the point to where I just don't care. About anything. The only way that I could think of to help me get you out of my head was to burn everything that you ever gave to me. The bears, the pictures, the prom, everything. Not really, I'm just kidding, I threw them all away! No... I am just kidding once again, I delt with that in some other way. I really hope that you made the right decision. And to all of you studs out there, Tati is available! Give her a call, write her a letter, give a compliment, whatever it might be, now is your chance. Just don't move away because you will regret it. She is a great girl, the best I've ever seen, just don't take advantage of her or I will KILL you. Have fun and remember... SHAKE WHAT YOUR MOMMA GAVE YOU!!!