ugh...
why is it that 90 % of the time when im on a date, im relaxed and myself but when im on one with a girl im REALLY attracted to im a bumbling retard. cant get a phrase out, cant make a move, cant hold a conversation. some body shoot me. i feel like im on that show blind date and there are bubbles popping up that are commenting on everything we say or do.
next time i hang out with her i refuse to tense up. ill let loose, be myself. jeesh, i feel super disappointed with myself. i feel like im in 7th grade again on my first few dates before ever being kissed. i act confused, unexperienced, dull, and weak.
next time... i refuse to not be myself.
next time i hang out with her i refuse to tense up. ill let loose, be myself. jeesh, i feel super disappointed with myself. i feel like im in 7th grade again on my first few dates before ever being kissed. i act confused, unexperienced, dull, and weak.
next time... i refuse to not be myself.