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[therainwithin]

I took adderall today. I'm not positive if it really made any difference as far as my behavior is concerned, but I feel like it may have. I can't help but feel some of the efficacy of the drug might just be attributed to some sort of placebo effect.

If anything, I was calm most of the day. I felt more collected than I normally do. The thought of being dependent on a drug to alter my mood, well, I don't like the idea of it.

kbye