Why the fuck do my insecurities always have to be right?
Yeah, well, that was a failure. I was looking forward to last night and even wore my cute underwear and then instead got the "the feelings aren't there" line which is fine whatever he was nice about it but it really sucks. I'm really tired of my insecurities being right because it just further cements them and makes me wonder if it's even worth trying at all anymore. :( It sucks. I mean am I really that unlikeable? The one thing that WASN'T sucking is now gone so this week has just sucked. Didn't get the Fossil job and no longer have someone to go out with and have fun with when everything else is stressing me out. :/ It's hard enough for me to meet people so when it doesn't work it's that much crappier because I can't just go out and meet a million people easily. Tired of feeling unwanted. :(