The Rabid Rabbit - Entry #254 : I Want Candy
Well, a lot has happened, but nothing in particular. Kind of an oxymoron, I know, but, eh. I'm too lazy to try and find specifics that weren't important enough to jump onto the page by their on volition.
I had strep again, and the doc gave me a really high dose of really strong amoxicillin because he think's its not a new case of strep, but just a relapse from the last one. Which is completely possible.
The parents have ok'ed me getting an appartment, and once I get back from the Jew's my mom and I are going to go appartment hunting. I have my eye on one in particular that I will be visiting first, and if it's as nice as the website makes it out to be, I am putting the money down right then and there.
I'm doing lots of scholarship stuff. I'm worried I won't get any, and that the parents will have a cow thinking I didn't try. I am, I really am. But they never seem to notice that.
I decided I'm going to stop stressing. I'm making a decision to simply stop. I'm not going to give myself an ulcer trying to get scholarships. I'm going to do the best I can, and if the parents don't think that's good enough, fuck 'em. If they want to be bastards and refuse to pay for my college or rent, fuck 'em. Because I have decided that if worse comes to worst, I'll take out my OWN student loan. It won't be THAT much, and I'll most likely have a *very* nice job after I get my doctorate. So, you know, fuck 'em.
Also, apparently people at a forum I kinda forgot about have actually kinda missed me. So I'm trying to post there more often, but I informed them that this is a very hectic time in my life, and that I can't be posting like I used to back in high school when all I had to do was a bit of homework and housechores every night.
I'm really excited about going to Orlando again. Not only because I get to go, but because this will be the last time before the Jew and I are living together. So it not only has that, "OMG I get to see the one I love" excitement attached to it, but also that sort of "last day of school" excitement as well. And I'm excited about us living together, especially after I got some stuff off my chest last night.
So, I'm TOTALLY gonna start buying things for the appartment. OMG not only will I be living with my love, but I get to DECORATE!! HOLY COW!! *is only a woman, after all*
I think I'm going to wet myself.
~Usagi
13
I had strep again, and the doc gave me a really high dose of really strong amoxicillin because he think's its not a new case of strep, but just a relapse from the last one. Which is completely possible.
The parents have ok'ed me getting an appartment, and once I get back from the Jew's my mom and I are going to go appartment hunting. I have my eye on one in particular that I will be visiting first, and if it's as nice as the website makes it out to be, I am putting the money down right then and there.
I'm doing lots of scholarship stuff. I'm worried I won't get any, and that the parents will have a cow thinking I didn't try. I am, I really am. But they never seem to notice that.
I decided I'm going to stop stressing. I'm making a decision to simply stop. I'm not going to give myself an ulcer trying to get scholarships. I'm going to do the best I can, and if the parents don't think that's good enough, fuck 'em. If they want to be bastards and refuse to pay for my college or rent, fuck 'em. Because I have decided that if worse comes to worst, I'll take out my OWN student loan. It won't be THAT much, and I'll most likely have a *very* nice job after I get my doctorate. So, you know, fuck 'em.
Also, apparently people at a forum I kinda forgot about have actually kinda missed me. So I'm trying to post there more often, but I informed them that this is a very hectic time in my life, and that I can't be posting like I used to back in high school when all I had to do was a bit of homework and housechores every night.
I'm really excited about going to Orlando again. Not only because I get to go, but because this will be the last time before the Jew and I are living together. So it not only has that, "OMG I get to see the one I love" excitement attached to it, but also that sort of "last day of school" excitement as well. And I'm excited about us living together, especially after I got some stuff off my chest last night.
So, I'm TOTALLY gonna start buying things for the appartment. OMG not only will I be living with my love, but I get to DECORATE!! HOLY COW!! *is only a woman, after all*
I think I'm going to wet myself.
~Usagi
13