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[theqyll]

I don't know. I think I'll try to get back into the swong of things more, post more often and such. I've got a job now, at a coffee shop, and I really enjoy it. I keep seeing supposed opportunities to get my writting out there, and I'm trying to chase them down, but so far, nothing. I'm still scared shitless of not having a plan, and I can't figure out a plan because I'm scared shitless. Go figure, eh? Stupid fucking issues. Schools back in, and I'm hoping it will give me some time to think, and maybe some goddamn direction. Figure out what I love and don't love. I'm heavy on the history this year; I've only got one english course, three histories, and archaeology as my extra choice. Archaeology is appealing to me in a sense, but at the same time I know what it will be like, years of sitting in libraries, scraping by, I may never even find anything, it's a crap shoot. A very interesting crap shoot. A very very interesting crap shoot. But at the same time, writing as a career still is my first choice. Writing for an RPG company would be amazing, or something like it. It would be awesome. We'll just have to see how it goes, and what opportunities I can chase down now, to get a foot in the door.
I submitted one of my poems for a greeting card. If they accept it it gets printed and i get 300$. We'll see how it goes.
Ugh, story of my life, wait and see.