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Okay lemme just get all this shit out there so there can be all this contraversy or none at all, then we can all just shut the fuck up:
To Megan: I love you to death...and you piss me the fuck off. lol. i'm sorry, but what am i supposed to fucking do?! i hate how you're going around telling ppl that i'm pregnant when i'm not ...HEAR YE, HEAR YE, HILLARY DUKE IS NOT FUCKING PREGNANT!!! GET THE HELL OVERRR IT. FIND SOME OTHER BITCH TO TALK ABOUT NOWW. i don't even have sex anymore, not that it's any of ya'lls business. i know you told ariel. i know you told your mom. that being, who knows who else you fucking told. i dunno. but if you and whoever else doesn't believe me, i'll piss on a stick for you. right in front of you. lol. no, i wasn't playing when i said i was going to kick your ass...despite how big of a waste of time it would be now that i've had time to think about it. go ahead, read this shit and giggle til your little heart falls out, but i really don't see how any of this is funny, especially all the arguing that's going back and forth between everybody. oh, and how could you forget you were mad at me??lol. that was just strange, like we were in the twilight zone. i didn't know what the fuck you were doing. lol. anywho, i give up will all this shit. you're never going to stop talking about me. you and brian are gonna do all this regardless if ya'lls friends are involved or not. so go. do what you gotta do. just leave me alone so i can leave you alone
To Manny: I love you. that's right. i love the shit out of your little mexican ass. you were my best friend for two and a half years. i'll never stop. ever, ever, ever. even if i'm not in love with you. anytime you need me, i'm gonna be right there fucking next to you, holding your hand if you ask for it. even if i'm never strong enough for you to lean on my shoulder, i'll lie on the ground so you can collapse on my body and have a soft place to land and a peaceful place to rot away.
To Brian: You mean so much to me, but I think it's time I backed behind the curtain again to let you do your thing. Nothing's changing from where I'm standing. I'm sorry. I was just trying to protect you from something that I'll never be able to. I said a lot of hateful things in the process but who could blame me?? You've always been a clear voice in the back of my head, especially when i'd go through things like this.
To Ariel: We don't see each other much anymore. It bugs me. I sit around thinking about it and get irritated and sad. I hadn't had any chick friends for a long time until you. I miss you a lot. I wish there was a Tim Burton film for everyday of the year, so I'd be guaranteed to see you once everyday. LOL.
To Chris: You mean a lot more to me than you'll ever realize, because it still doesn't seem like you have. I'm sorry if i upset you the other day. I honestly didn't mean to.
To Selena: I don't know you...yet...but you're absolutely beautiful. Thank you for all that you do. It makes me so happy to know that somebody's there that can actually tape together what's been broken. You really don't know how grateful I am for everything that's seen in you.
To Bobby,last but definately not least: ...I'm at a loss for words. lol. seriously. i want to say something, but my mind just keeps seeing that expression on your face when you look at me and drift off from there. no words come to mind, just feelings. i guess saying that is explaining it enough.now our friends don't have to suffer through all the mooshey details. hehehe.
so, if anybody has a problem with me, has no problem at all, just wants to know something, just has to tell me something. comment. i don't mind. at least we'll be getting somewhere, whether it be one step forward or three steps back.
To Megan: I love you to death...and you piss me the fuck off. lol. i'm sorry, but what am i supposed to fucking do?! i hate how you're going around telling ppl that i'm pregnant when i'm not ...HEAR YE, HEAR YE, HILLARY DUKE IS NOT FUCKING PREGNANT!!! GET THE HELL OVERRR IT. FIND SOME OTHER BITCH TO TALK ABOUT NOWW. i don't even have sex anymore, not that it's any of ya'lls business. i know you told ariel. i know you told your mom. that being, who knows who else you fucking told. i dunno. but if you and whoever else doesn't believe me, i'll piss on a stick for you. right in front of you. lol. no, i wasn't playing when i said i was going to kick your ass...despite how big of a waste of time it would be now that i've had time to think about it. go ahead, read this shit and giggle til your little heart falls out, but i really don't see how any of this is funny, especially all the arguing that's going back and forth between everybody. oh, and how could you forget you were mad at me??lol. that was just strange, like we were in the twilight zone. i didn't know what the fuck you were doing. lol. anywho, i give up will all this shit. you're never going to stop talking about me. you and brian are gonna do all this regardless if ya'lls friends are involved or not. so go. do what you gotta do. just leave me alone so i can leave you alone
To Manny: I love you. that's right. i love the shit out of your little mexican ass. you were my best friend for two and a half years. i'll never stop. ever, ever, ever. even if i'm not in love with you. anytime you need me, i'm gonna be right there fucking next to you, holding your hand if you ask for it. even if i'm never strong enough for you to lean on my shoulder, i'll lie on the ground so you can collapse on my body and have a soft place to land and a peaceful place to rot away.
To Brian: You mean so much to me, but I think it's time I backed behind the curtain again to let you do your thing. Nothing's changing from where I'm standing. I'm sorry. I was just trying to protect you from something that I'll never be able to. I said a lot of hateful things in the process but who could blame me?? You've always been a clear voice in the back of my head, especially when i'd go through things like this.
To Ariel: We don't see each other much anymore. It bugs me. I sit around thinking about it and get irritated and sad. I hadn't had any chick friends for a long time until you. I miss you a lot. I wish there was a Tim Burton film for everyday of the year, so I'd be guaranteed to see you once everyday. LOL.
To Chris: You mean a lot more to me than you'll ever realize, because it still doesn't seem like you have. I'm sorry if i upset you the other day. I honestly didn't mean to.
To Selena: I don't know you...yet...but you're absolutely beautiful. Thank you for all that you do. It makes me so happy to know that somebody's there that can actually tape together what's been broken. You really don't know how grateful I am for everything that's seen in you.
To Bobby,last but definately not least: ...I'm at a loss for words. lol. seriously. i want to say something, but my mind just keeps seeing that expression on your face when you look at me and drift off from there. no words come to mind, just feelings. i guess saying that is explaining it enough.now our friends don't have to suffer through all the mooshey details. hehehe.
so, if anybody has a problem with me, has no problem at all, just wants to know something, just has to tell me something. comment. i don't mind. at least we'll be getting somewhere, whether it be one step forward or three steps back.