IDK...............................?????
So yeah umm went to the movies last night with Victor, umm and yeah I think I just want to be firneds with him. Things were easier when we were just friends! I don't want to make him do things he's not ready to do and since I'm use to alot more affection then he is use to giving I don't see how anything asides from what has already taken place will work out! That and the fact if one more person calls me a rapist or cradle robber one more time I'm going to shot myself in the head doens't help either! So yeah I still have 2 days to think about it, so who knows. I don't really have anyone I can talk to about this since it seems everything I say to anyone gets back to him! :( But yeah It just dosen't feel right!
I know I 'm never going to here the end of this so just so you all know don't leave a comment telling me I'm stupid for thinking this! OK its my life and I don't feel its right so shut up!
Amber