School's in 1 day!
I start a new chapter in my life in one day! I'm putting everything that has happened in the past 3 years between the 2 high school's I have gone to( Sebastain(9th) and Vero (10th & 11th)) behind me! Guys I dated, friends I have gotten and lost or have lefted me, and any childish thing that I have done! Its my senior year and I want it to be something to remember, not like how I want to forget the past 3 years! I have made bad mistakes in the past and now is the time to start over! I'm growing up and I need to start acting like an adult, I'll be one in 3 months and 22 days! But I'm putting everything behind me and I will rmember the good stuff and delete the bad!
Its been a year now that I found God again! I remember signing in on Lj and reading about Tj and his revulation. It inspirarde me to find myself! Tj leaves for college soon and I have come to realize that if it wasn't for his friendship and reading his journal around this time last year, that I probably wouldn't be here! But its just not Tj who has helped me in this past year! The best friend that I have ever had Susan (yes you) if it wasn't for you, I would of killed myself back in Nov of last year! But you showed me that I had more to live for and I want to say thank you! I know I get annoying and I can be a handfull at times, but your the closest thing I have to a sister now, since my own doens't exsist to me anymore!
This year my goals are pretty simple, To make it to graduation with good grade and honors, to try and get a supieor at drama competions, and to find a guy that treats me the way I'm supposted to be treated! Oh and to have a blast because its my senior year and I have to have the best year ever to make up for the rest of my last 11 years of schooling!
I love all my friends, I want all of you to know this! I know at times I can be annoying but I still love you guys and girls!
<3Amber<3