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hey how ya doin.

uuuuunnnnngg.

i cant sleep.

blah blah blah...

i need sleeping pills..

or a sleeping buddy...

or maybe just to get shot...

by a bear

whos fed up with hunters

and thinks im one
and has the opposable thumbs to compleate the task....

somone want to buy me an engine?
or a winning lotto ticket?

i think im going to have to start making lotto tickets part of my bi-weekly budget

ill never win if i dont try...

gimmie some lucky numbers, along with a reason the number is lucky...

and please dont say stupid shit like 13. ill kill yo ass.

i want it to be new years.

i dont want to write two papers this weekend

i want things to go to plan

i dont want things to not go to plan

i want to meet somone

i also very much so want to not have to meet somone.

id like to have better skin

and some new jeans...

im materialistic.

im neither happy or sad or depressed or content

the wounds on my feet and hands are taking a long time to heal.

the wound on my chest is taking a VERY long time to heal.

today i rolled a bandage VERY tightly

i spent another 100 dollars.

why why why why why why why

somone give me a kitten

anyone know anyone whos having kittens?
cause i want one. a black one. or a tiger one.

i feel like im lacking somthing.

or i feel un-finished..

i REALLY hope i get this job at best buy

i need money

and i cant help spending it

and im going to go to ohio for thanksgiving

and my bed sheets are falling apart

and my bed is very cold with just me in it.

and latly ive been burning incense

and latly ive been talking to my self and saying things i wouldnt expect to come out of my mouth

and the thunder sounds diffrent.

and i think im loosing weight.

i want to go skiing

i wish i could still play soccer

im tired of being lonely.

izzy izzard looks like a lizzard

recluse, white spruce.

ate a quesadilla, what a bad idea.

ive been destructive.

i did somthing i really really shouldnt have

aparently i need to be more selfish.

bye.