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Oct 20, 2004 01:08

thease are a few of my favorite things

CARS - I really want to becaome a car designer. If i could have my dream job, it would be to design bad fucking ass cars for somone like mercedes or lexus or infiniti. Ive been in love with cars since i was about 5 or 6 or so... that and jets, but that was sorta just my childhood thing. now its cars . Id also consider running a classic car shop to be a dream job. I doubt it will ever happen , but i think it would kick ass to get paid to take old 60's cars and restore them for people or sell them for a ton of cash. id love that, id have the cooliest car collection ever

CLOTHES - I love clothes. I look really good when i wear good clothes. I wouldnt mind being a clothing designer either. They frustreight me alot though... actually, upper body doesnt give me a problem at all.. neither do shoes,... its just pants... i can never, ever find anything i like as far as pants or jeans go... I would try to do the girls jean thing, if i didnt feel like such a fag asking to try them on at the store.

FURNATURE - Its bad ass, but why the hell is it so expensive (thats a circualr question) . Most people have sketches of faces or people or words or names on the back of their notebook. I have sketches of couches and tables and things like that . I could be a furnature designer.

if you havent caught on by now, Im a very, very visual person . I love to have / make things look really, really cool. I know that im going to be a designer of some sort, i just dont know of what yet. i like everything that has some design to it. I think the most viable carrier option for me would be to become an interior designer, because i know id have alot of fun doing it and id probably be pretty good at it as long as people like my taste which for the most part ive noticd they do.

SOUR STUFF - Or really cold drinks. or really cold sour drinks, like fresh cranberry juice. oh my god i love it. Food is a weird thing for me, and ive pretty recently started the vegitarian thing, which im actually starting to really like ; it makes me feel alot healthier. but yea, anything thats really juicy and fruity or sour, i love.

EXCERCISE - when i do excercise, i love the way i look and feel. its awsome. i love running, it makes me feel like im in really good shape, even though im really not. i wish i could commit myself to working out on a regular basis... ive tried many many times to make a habbit of it, but it only lasts two weeks or so tops, before somthing distracts me and then i just get too lazy to keep going. i thnk if i had somthing like a bowflex where i could excercise in the privacy of my own room whenever i wanted to, id be able to make a pretty constant habbit of working out... actually i just dont want to work out at my house because my dads god damn girlfriend is so obnoxious and she has to make stupid little comments every time she sees me outside lifting like "OOO HEY MUSCLE MAN!!! " ... its very discouraging.... but right now i REALLY REALLY ne4ed to get some excercise done. i havent gotten a good work out in in like three weeks.. i feel really fucking weak, and im getting way WAY too skinny for my own liking... MUST FIX NOW BEFORE IT GETS TOO COLD TO RUN.

MUSIC - I really like music, except i dont likethat im not on the cutting edge of music. that and i dont have a very good memory, so i cant remember the names or most of the time even the names of some of my favorite bands. It sucks because id like to be able to hold a good convorsation about music, but most of the time people that are way into music have a really percise in depth knowledge that i dont have, and most of their interests are very under the radar... all the music i like is under the radar, but i cant keep up with it, i have too many other things going on.......

BRENNA - amd thats all i really have to say about that.

THINGS I WISH I HAD BUT I DONT

PEOPLE - I wish i could still hang out with my friends like i used to be able too... but all i do is work and go to school, or sleep... and in the very small amount of free time that i do have, all i end up doing is sitting at home bitching to people online about how boored I am... i have like 4000 songs on my computer and ive heard them all too many times... all my video games have gotten booring, and i dont have enough money to commit to getting more... im just really really lonely... I mean i do get to do stuff with my friends SOMETIMES< but the weird thing for me is, they all still manage to hang out with eachother just as much as we used too, im just not really included anymore... its pretty depressing for me actually.

MONEY - heres the bottom line ... I NEED TO FINISH MY CAR. heres why, because when i move out, im going to need my car to be dependable. and the only way to have that is to get a new engine which i wont have to worry about as much as the one i have now. BUT because im moving out, i dont have enough money to get that new engine . Its going to cost me in total around 2500 to get it the way i want it and get it done. BUT if i dont get it done, i wont be able to afford to take care of my car in the state it is in now, so ill probably have to sell my car. but i dont want to have to sell my car, if its only going to cost me 2500 to make it dependable, not to mention a new engine will add about 8000 to the current resale value. Also I need to get the new hood and doors i bought for it put on and painted, and if im going to get tem painted, i might as well get the entire car redone. and if im going to do THAT, i would strip and prep the body myself, and at 200 dollars a panel, times 10 panels, plus an extra clear coat, it will cost me about 3000 to get the entire car repainted to mint condition. The upside to this whole idea is that once i have it all finished, it will be more or less mint, and mint means i will be able to sell it for 20,000 plus. considering that once i do all this the totall amount of money i will have put into the car will be around 17,000, i will in the end make money off te car. But none of it will happen if i have to sell the car. SO HOPEFULLY my dad will get feeling REALLYREALLYLERALETY^ generous which i doubt he will but we will just have to keep our fingers crossed. oh well we will see, im going to scratch out the possibillity of having to sell my car for now.

blah. Im horny. and theres nothing i can do about it. it makes me anxious. and the only thing that makes me not anxious is getting drunk... did i mention i like to get drunk? cause i do. i dont really like to smoke pot much at all... but i like getting drunk. not all the time, but occasionally i just get stresed enough that its the fun thing to do. i got drunk in arizona... but i didnt really feel that drunk. it was weird. my body felt drunk but my mind didnt.

ok im done for now later lovers.
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