[There is a muffled sound of surprise from behind the heavy wooden door. A moment passes and then anyone in the vicinity might hear the mournful cry that echoes from behind the door. There is a brief bit of crashing, several things being overturned. Her voice might be heard through the door by anyone passing.]No .. No no .. nononono. NO. Not again
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Shut. The. Fuck. Up.
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She activates the journal in the method she was shown and speaks softly, her tone heavy with guilt and apology.]
I.. I am sorry. I did not mean to cause unecessary duress ..
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*Sollux's not sure what to make of the fact that her sending is different than the voices he's used to. It could be some weird magic or something, but the fact is she had a presence in his head and he's not happy with it.*
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I am sorry .. I .. I was seeking my life-bonded. I did not know if he had been brought here or if I was alone. I .. I panicked and lost control of myself. I have been trained better than that and should have taken precautions.
[She trails off lamely, feeling terribly for affronting this one so. This is one of the very things she has feared doing since after completing her Circuit .. losing control.]
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*Except please don't.
He grumbles a bit.*
Don't fucking do it again. I don't care how much it hurts or you panic...not that it will matter for much longer.
*She was in his head, so he's convinced she'll be dead soon. In fact, he's amazed she's still alive to respond to this.*
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Had I not found him, you would likely still be dealing with the repercussions of my loss of control. Thankfully this is neither the case, nor a continued concern..
[Talia catches that grumbling and her irritation slides away, feeling terrible all over again.]
I will do my best.. It is not something I enjoy doing, by any means..
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Might .. might I ask your name?
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He still sounds pretty annoyed, though.*
...Sollux.
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She can hear the annoyance in his tone and if she dared she'd open her mind to him and offer profuse apologies again and again so he'd see how genuine she was. As it were, however, she thought it best to keep from that route altogether after his initial reaction.]
I wish this were under better circumstances, Sollux .. My name is Talia .. please know that I am sorry; genuinely as much so as I can be. I cannot undo the trespass I have made, but I will do everything within my power to keep it from happening again.
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Good. And don't shout like that when it finally happens, either. I don't need to hear you come in and out.
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There is a beat of silence and then she actually chuckles.]
Quiet on the departure .. yes, I believe I can manage that. I have hopes that the departure will be far less traumatizing ..
[Who are you kidding, Talia? In the past year, there have been any number of outbursts. Death, injury .. torture .. Any number of factors could alter the situation./i>]
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