College
oh jeez college life sucks!! i feel like i have no time!! i mean i do have time but like idk. not really. i go to school everyday!! lol i have two classes on mondays wednesdays and fridays, and then two classes tuesdays and thursdays. and my first class on mondays is at 8 in the morning!!! ugh big mistake!! especially since i live in corona and it takes like an hour to get there with traffic and all. and im usually late to my class. its english and i feel bad for my teacher cuz im always late..ugh!! Im taking english and then psych on mondays and stuff. and history and math tuesdays and stuff. so far its not that bad. I had a psych exam the other day and passed it with a b. I had a math exam which i doubt i passed with a b. ugh!!! and its precal how can i suck at it? maybe cuz i never liked it..lol but yea idk. oh yea and the worst part of all this is that i dont have a car!!!! ugh so i rely on my sister to take me to school, to pick me up and shit. ugh how lame huh? lol i ride the bus everyday to jason's work! and ii hate it! i have nowhere to go after school!! i get out of my monday classes at 10 and i dont leave school untill like 1 30. i just stay in library and do some hw. ugh. oh yes and i also need a job! oh gosh im sucha loser!! i need to give jo gas money, i need to give my mom some money for my dumb phone plan, it just sucks! and im stressing over everything, and thats making me break out like crazy!! ugh i hate that too. i feel like im too emotional, like i cry over everything now n days. and its like what the heck? things i should just take into consideration, but i cry over it. i feel like im a big cry baby....its kind of like i have no one besides jason and jo and her bf i come in contact with. i dont see my wifey anymore cuz of our dumb school scheduals. i hang out with friends on fridays but i feel like i need to hang out with my friends more. like with alyssa and natalie and stuff. which im sure i cant cuz they are busy with their hectic school schedual. and i want a car cuz i need one but i wont be able to get one for like a while. and im taking out a studen loan to be able to put more money towards a good decent car. i really like my psych class though!! oh god i love it! its like the best class im taking. lol =] i better get going. i need to start on my essay. laters