gettin home at 4am..the best!
ok so like yesterday i get out of school early so i could go to santa ana with my parents. And like we go to drop off my step dad's company truck at like this shop thing and then we pick up our truck and yea we get to like metro point at best buy to buy the ipod gifts. my mom wanted to buy my little sister the nano and juan's sister a nano too and joanna a mini. but since they discontinued the mini's it was like ah crap wat now?! so then my mom is like we'll get her a video one but they didnt have anymore of the 30 gb ones..and my mom didnt want to get the 60 one cuz it was like 400 bucks..so we ended up like getting jus the nano for vanessa and 2 zen mp3 players..its like the same thing but this one has 6 gb and fm radio and it has more of a look to it. and i think its better..but yea..lol..so then we go pick up joanna at chris' house and then they drop me off at brenda's. and then like we chilllax talk..i tell her bout the whole corona crap shit she gives me and how she's jus joking and blah blah...and like we catch up on things..and then natalie goes over and like she was in the bitchiest mood ever!! i hid in the closet right..and when i came out im like boo! and she just looked at me..im like =(. and then I walked up to HER to give her a hug..and then i leaned against the wall near the light switch and i thought i was kinda making the light go off n on and then natalie was like can u please stop doing that!!!>:o and i was like jeez sorry and brenda and alyssa were like dude its not her its brenda's dad somthin with the elecctricity..and then she just seemed so bitchy..so then we leave and like we get there, alyssa cleans up her room and then we had to like tell her mom that it was brenda's mom that was gonna pick us up..which she wasnt and like we're like ok bye now! and like we ran to snowflake's house..it wasnt that far..lol and we see jason getting out of his car and into the house and im like oh gosh he so hott..lol so like we all get out of the house and we're talkin im with jason duh..lol..and then like its funny cuz if i either stop he kinda waits for me and i do the same..lol but like he had forgotten his wallet in the car and im like ok lets go back..so we do and i hear alyssa and brenda like all oh my gosh!! david and crap!! and im like huh? so i see them i say hi and like i kinda talked to them and i kinda left jason a little alone but i looked at him and he looked kinda sad..and then he jus left to go get his wallet..and then like when he came back we went to like go buy the tickets but we ended up not being able to decide and this was like at 7 30..and then im like im hungry and jason's lets go eat so im like mm ok and brenda came with us too we went to carls the one on like bristol and central cuz the one in that like mall thing in front of sears and stuff isnt there anymore..and like we eat..and stuff i got full like kinda fast..didnt even eat my french fries really..and like we go back to metro at like 8 40? somthing like that and then its jus me and like jason talkin and we see erik david and evani lilly and david colchado and then david comes from behind me[[me being next to jason!!]] and he spanks me!! and im like david!! and i kickd him and like yea i explained to jason that during the 15era practices that was like all he'd do and stuff and he unhooked my bra once..lol he is like u kno u liked it im like if i did i wouldnt have smacked him. but yea during all this like i had told jerry on thursday that i was going to go to the movies and he is like ok call me. so i had called him yesterday like seriously 4-5 times!! and every time i called it said his number was busy..so like when we were on our way to metro at like 7 15..brend ais like hey look its marcass and blah blah and then brenda is like is that jerry? so then im like huh? i see it is..and then he calls me and he is like hey is that ur bf? and im like no and then he says oh gee thanks for the call and im like dude! i called u like 6 times!! and none of em u answered and he is like wat calls? i never got any! and im like dude it said ur number was busy so like if u dont believe me then oh well who cares i called and i kno i did..he wa slike no u never called calling me a liar n thats wat got me kinda mad..so then wehn like we get to the ticket thingy i see him right there jus looking at me in this like mean kinda way..and i go ohh jee..and jason is like which one of em and i'll hurt him and im like no its ok and he is like no tell me i will..lol i thought that was funny..lol ohh i told jason bout that boy that keeps staring at me in 2nd. and he is like there's a reason why he stares..and jason jus stared at me..so im like oh lol..but yea its funny cuz me and jason like stare into each other's eyes and kinda laugh and smile.. its nice..so then like wehn we went to carls..i see jerry again outside the car he came in..and im like oh grr..lol so like yea there was a moment wehn david n then got out of watching jus friends that brenda and alyssa went up to them and i stayed with jason and he is like are you going to go with ur friends. and im like no.and he is like u kno u thought about it and then im like yea but i dont feel too comfortable in going..and yea he hooked it up with some free tickets..hehe and we ended up watchin chronicles of narnia..and its like ok but since i've seen the same movie but like long time ago and read the book it didnt seem so interesting..it was really funny tho..me and jason were making fun of the characters calling them child molestors and crap..totally funny . but yea he had his hand on his thigh again..and like he had his leg close to mine and his hand was kinda touching my thigh..so i kinda compare my hand to his right..and then i get his hand and i open it and i put mine against his to see the diff. and then we jus leave it at that like holding hands..him like touchin my fingers..and like we jus look at each other's eyes and smile..it was ssoooo nice..like when the movie was over he is like do u wanna get up? and im like nope..not at all..he didnt want to either..and then like at the beginning of the movie i took off my jacket cuz i was geting kinda warm..lol so then he touches my forearm and i look at him and he is like jus seeing if u shave ur arms and im like nope he is like really? and im like yea. he says i cant see the hair!! he is like i cant even feel the hair..so that must mean my forearms must have been like smooth and soft..hahah and then i touch his arms and he clearly has hair..lol and on the back of his hand too..i kept playing with it as i held his hand..he jus smiled. and then he was telling me that he had shaved today so i touch his cheeck..and ohh my gosh his cheeck was as soft as a baby's bottom..and then i touched his gotee and like that was soft too! and he tells me that he conditions it..and im like ohh thats good, its really soft.lol and then he jus seemed so interested in me throughout the whole night like he wouldnt stop looking at me, not that it bothered me or anything but like i like it..i like the way he looks at me and we alwasy make eye contact..always..lol. i like staring at him too.lol but yea we like all get out of the movie theater walk to the cars except like brena goes in this other car and so does alyssa so im left alone with jason..and then i call brenda cuz the car she went in was close to me so im like where are you going? she is like alex's house! i understood alyssa's so me and jason go to alyssa's and then i call brenda and she is like no alex's house..lol so we go and like we're all talkin outside and jason just all of a sudden goes inside after alex and like we're all jus there and we walk into this room that alex like led us into and jason goes in first and of course i go in after him so me and him kinda sit close..but not too close till like a while later when i tell him to get closer so he does.and alex is putting on videos..talkin to jason about this fight he's gon get into later..and then alex says something bout me being from corona so i throw a pillow at him..it was funny. so then me and jason jus kept looking at each other..and then i put my hand out palm up and jason puts his hand over mine..and we hold hands and play with our fingers..and then once this one guy left alex goes with alyssa, its me and jason, and then brenda and raul sort of..so then i put my head on jason's shoulder and then he puts his head on mine..and that felt nice..and then like there was this one moment..the first kiss..it was jus great..i look at him..he looks at me and we're jus looking at each other's eyes and he kinda like gets close to my lips..and closer and closer..till he finally reaches my lips and then he puts his hand on my shoulder...and it was funny cuz i didnt want to kiss him cuz there was a noise and alyssa and brenda were jus like so close to me! but i kissed back anyway..and then like we'd eskimo kiss soo much..and then i touchd his face..and like i played with his gotee..and it was jus ssoo nice and like romantic..he would give me pecks on my cheecks..and he has cute little small lips and its like aww so cute!! and then i'd like be in his arms..he'd hug me and hold me..and it felt good. and then he'd kiss me cuz we'd be staring at each other and he'd go for it..heheh and like i'd kiss his nose and he would kinda like move and i ended up kissing him on the lips..this happend like 3 times..it was cute..and i would give him pecks on the cheeck and his neck..and he would do the same to me but when he got to my neck i got kinda ticklish..and id kinda like move and he'd giggle..it was cute..and then one time he had his hand on my chest near my neck and he is zig zaggin his way down my chest to my boobs and once he like tries to put his finger inside my shirt i get his hand and put it back up to my neck and he is like sorry and im like its ok..lol like towards the end i kinda hugged him and somehow i felt his boner and im like oh and he is like sorry..lol and he moved it..i thought that was funny..heheh. and when we'd eskimo kiss and stuff we'd smile at each other..it was sso cute! and then like we had to leave..so its like 3 15..and we had to like get up and leave i didnt want to..i was jus holding jason and he was holding me too..but he had to..it was already super late!! and im like ahh crap my mom's gon kick my ass!! so we see alex and alyssa hugging and walkin away..same with brenda and raul..its funny cuz it seemed that we like 6 kinda hooked up with like each other..lol it was funny..so me and jason walk to the car and like we go give alyssa her sweater and like i get out of the car say goodbye give em hugs..and im not sure jason liked that tho..mm who knows..but as we are on our way to the freeway...i tell him he has small lips but its cute..oh and that like the kissing thing..and how i didnt want to really kiss him cuz alyssa and brenda were there and i kinda dont like kissing in front of them sometimes..but oh well..lol oh he asked me wat i want like between us or somthin like that..i said i want to be more than jus friends..and he said but u live out here..and im like i kno..and then he told me that he likes being around me..that there's somethin about being with me that he likes..oh and he likes the way i stare at people..or that i dont give mean looks or how i give mean looks..i dont kno..but yea i thought that was kinda nice..hahah and then i felt soo bad when he brought me home..cuz he was like i thought u said it was 20 min away..im like uhmm i guessed! and like i felt ssoooo bad..like totally..he is like no dont feel bad its ok..n im like ok..oh oh when we were geting on the freeway he is like wat are you thinking..and im like about rhen..and he is like why? and im like idont kno its jus like wat about rhen? and he is like im not trying to hook up with her..and im like ok..lol but yea..and then i ended up picking up his scent..it was funny cuz i was smelling my hair and he is like why? and im like im checkin to see if i smell like u..and he jus laughed..lol but yea..when he dropped me off, i said thanks and i give him a hug and a kiss goodbye..aww it was sweet..and then when he got home he texts me saying that he really did like being with me tonight and that he hopes i dont get in trouble[[which i so did]] and that i sleep well..and im like aww..yea so then when i get home my mom is like ali its so late blah wat took u so long and i didnt say anything and then she is like dont ever ask me to leave u alone over there ever again..this and that..and i felt so sad..oh and then jason asked me if ima be here for christmas and im like nope..its so sad huh? and he is like yea...he has sweaty palms like i do! he is like i've never really met anyone else that has sweaty palms and im like well i do. hahah it was funny..but yea..gosh it was jus a really nice night overall..and then this morning alyssa calls me and i talk to her tell her bout how it all went and she wants me to tell her bout the kissing at alex's and how it all went and brenda was surprised to like find out that jason was doing little romantic things and she is like i thought he was into like rough sex chains and all and things..hahah it was funny..oh and then i tell them that jason told me that he has never really jus sat down with someone and like jus kiss and hug..he ususally jus gets down to the point and brenda and alyssa were like [[gasp!!!]] major..yup..lol and then alex today is like somthin mrs higgins..and im like err lates..so yea ima go eat now but like wow..last night was amazing..i really did like it!! hahah k byes!!-love ali