Jul 27, 2007 20:32
It is a true testament to how much I like Paige and sushi that I am going out tonight. It took a supreme act of will power to drag my ass out of bed and slop on more make-up and dig up the dress from the Christmas party and convince myself that I'm going to have a good time. Everyone's going to Phil's afterwards, and the idea makes my brain want to give my body seizures.
As I laid in bed I - HOLY SHIT! that was loudest crack of thunder I've heard in my LIFE - contemplated what would be worse: getting up now and going to Nikko, or getting up at 11 and going to Phil's.... Okay wow, now I know what Jill was talking about when she said the weather on the phone a minute ago... Jesus Christ.
SO! Here I am with a few minutes to spare before heading over to Southend. In the pouring rain and lightening filled skies. Punctuated with loud cracks of thunder. Times like these I wish I had a time-machine. So I could go back six hours and shake myself and say, "Why did you say you'd go?! You wouldn't have been lying if you said you were broke, just like everyone else! You have to open tomorrow morning, are you crazy?!"
And maybe it's true that I have this talk with myself every night before I go out, but this time I really mean it. Shitty weather sucks.
To Be Continued... (but probably not)