don't give me a piece of your preciousness.
I had three very strange dreams last night, but I think maybe they were all the same dream? With commercials. In any case, I don't remember.
Writing: Chloe, Leo (with a side of Jed), Hyde. For him, I have found a defining line. Much like with the Sam/Jed. One line changes everything.
Funny: yesterday Oro was reading stuff for the Jeds (nts: vote, damn you!), in the Charlie category, and she came across a CJ/Charlie, and she was like, "what next? Charlie/Jed?!" and I said "don't tempt me!" Because I would do it. You know I'm crazy.
Last night my mom and I were watching CSI, I wasn't feeling very well, and she said she thinks it might be because I haven't been out of the house in five days for any significant period of time (taking the trash/recycling out does not count), and I haven't been getting any exercise. I replied that maybe I'm not feeling well because I've hardly eaten anything in the last four days. She said, "yes you have." and I told her that I'd had no breakfast on Monday or Tuesday, sandwiches for lunch every day, and dinner, and I never finished my dinner (because leaving food on the plate is a sign of self-control), and is that normal? Her: "It's okay to only eat three times a day."
Me: "Is it normal to let yourself be hungry to the point of nausea?"
And then she got upset with me. Like I was being over-dramatic. Like she wasn't dismissing me the way my dad does. And she said, "why would you even do that?"
I don't know why! I don't know. "Just never mind. Whatever."
And she didn't mind. Ever.
I'm not trying to scare anybody. I'm just telling a story that happened last night. I should stop with the depressing music and eat something.
I have to go register for my art class. I feel incredibly huge and heavy, but completely invisible. And I'm okay with that.
Bye.
Writing: Chloe, Leo (with a side of Jed), Hyde. For him, I have found a defining line. Much like with the Sam/Jed. One line changes everything.
Funny: yesterday Oro was reading stuff for the Jeds (nts: vote, damn you!), in the Charlie category, and she came across a CJ/Charlie, and she was like, "what next? Charlie/Jed?!" and I said "don't tempt me!" Because I would do it. You know I'm crazy.
Last night my mom and I were watching CSI, I wasn't feeling very well, and she said she thinks it might be because I haven't been out of the house in five days for any significant period of time (taking the trash/recycling out does not count), and I haven't been getting any exercise. I replied that maybe I'm not feeling well because I've hardly eaten anything in the last four days. She said, "yes you have." and I told her that I'd had no breakfast on Monday or Tuesday, sandwiches for lunch every day, and dinner, and I never finished my dinner (because leaving food on the plate is a sign of self-control), and is that normal? Her: "It's okay to only eat three times a day."
Me: "Is it normal to let yourself be hungry to the point of nausea?"
And then she got upset with me. Like I was being over-dramatic. Like she wasn't dismissing me the way my dad does. And she said, "why would you even do that?"
I don't know why! I don't know. "Just never mind. Whatever."
And she didn't mind. Ever.
I'm not trying to scare anybody. I'm just telling a story that happened last night. I should stop with the depressing music and eat something.
I have to go register for my art class. I feel incredibly huge and heavy, but completely invisible. And I'm okay with that.
Bye.