what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.... but not always smarter
Well I finally did away with the recent girlfriend, I guess that is just another one to add to my seemingly long list of girlfriends... that shit just keeps getting longer and longer. I realized two things and the first is that I am really bad at relationships, well I am not really sure about that but it sure seems like it... yet again it could just be the type girls I am attracted to or are attracted to me. The second was that it is almost impossible for me to date people mainly on the fact that when you are dating around, you are dating usually more then one person... of course this is not always true by any means. I just found it is just too hard to be dating more then one person and if you are just dating one person then there is no real reason not to just get in a relationship. Well I have come to the conclusion of just forgetting about girls for a long time, I don't think I am going to try getting into any type of a relationship or dating for about a year... of course I say this now but who knows what will happen to me in about a month, that is just the way I am I guess. I am going to try focusing just hanging out with friends and working and school.