someone has shot me in my head, i feel like what you feel just before death takes your fucking soul
I feel fucking out of it today... I am not really sure why but I am. I have a nice research paper that is due tomorrow which I have to get on and I plan on it after a nice nap.
Ya soo, it has been awhile since I have written anything, but don't fear I plan on updating this shit randomly during the summer. I am so done with school already and want to just get out, but no... I can't, they won't let me.
My personal life as taken a nice nose dive to oblivion: I have yet to break it off with Holly which I don't want to do but I have to, mainly because we are just not good together. To make matters worse is that I meet this girl the other day and she is probably the most beautiful thing I have ever seen, period. I was so stunned by her... she made me feel nervous and giddy as a schoolboy. This has not happened to me for soo long, to be honest I can't remember the last time that has happened to me. Problem: I live in Manteca and she doesn't, to be honest I don't really know what she thinks of me,and she is too good for me already so ya... I can't see it going anywhere which really breaks my heart. Well time to go back to my self-misery
Ya soo, it has been awhile since I have written anything, but don't fear I plan on updating this shit randomly during the summer. I am so done with school already and want to just get out, but no... I can't, they won't let me.
My personal life as taken a nice nose dive to oblivion: I have yet to break it off with Holly which I don't want to do but I have to, mainly because we are just not good together. To make matters worse is that I meet this girl the other day and she is probably the most beautiful thing I have ever seen, period. I was so stunned by her... she made me feel nervous and giddy as a schoolboy. This has not happened to me for soo long, to be honest I can't remember the last time that has happened to me. Problem: I live in Manteca and she doesn't, to be honest I don't really know what she thinks of me,and she is too good for me already so ya... I can't see it going anywhere which really breaks my heart. Well time to go back to my self-misery