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you know what! fuck the odds!
there is no odds with re and i. sure, not everyday is rainbows and firey sunsets, but theres never a place id rather be then in her arms. not once have i ever gotten sick of it all or anything like that. i dont care if it kills me, ill never give up on that girl.
you know how i know this is love. ill fucking tell you!
before her, i thought i was in love with two other girls. the first one, was complete lust. i was just barely 15 and had never had anybody treat me like that. which looking back on it, wasnt even anything at all. it was happy memories, waiting to be put in my head.
the second one. i cant even think about, cause it makes me sick. all it made me was a cutter, a second guesser, a self louther, and the most depressed ive ever been in my entire life. and to think i said i love you to that every night before i went to sleep. to think how i even got to sleep. ive made wrong desisions in my life, but this one hurts the most because it hurts the girl that i love with all my heart.
those two were mistaken for love. but the emotions were high, the feeling was there, it just wasnt love. but if that wasnt love, feeling the way i did and all. then i know for sure im in love with her.
nobody has ever made me feel the way she has. im living a dream everyday i spend with her. and im not saying that to see what sweet words i can come up with. this is all strait from the heart. shes changed my life. opened my eyes in so many ways. shes made me a better person, i know that more than anything. i know im in love with her simply because i know i always get the same butterflys in my tummy whenever she looks at me. the same ones i got the first night we spent together. when all we could do was giggle. shes my one out of millions. i honestly can say that without doubt. ive never second guessed with her about anything. our love is true and deep. i know that with all my heart.
im sorry for going off like i do, but if you want to yell at someone, yell at roxanne. shes the one thats making me feel this way. and shes the only one that ever will.
there is no odds with re and i. sure, not everyday is rainbows and firey sunsets, but theres never a place id rather be then in her arms. not once have i ever gotten sick of it all or anything like that. i dont care if it kills me, ill never give up on that girl.
you know how i know this is love. ill fucking tell you!
before her, i thought i was in love with two other girls. the first one, was complete lust. i was just barely 15 and had never had anybody treat me like that. which looking back on it, wasnt even anything at all. it was happy memories, waiting to be put in my head.
the second one. i cant even think about, cause it makes me sick. all it made me was a cutter, a second guesser, a self louther, and the most depressed ive ever been in my entire life. and to think i said i love you to that every night before i went to sleep. to think how i even got to sleep. ive made wrong desisions in my life, but this one hurts the most because it hurts the girl that i love with all my heart.
those two were mistaken for love. but the emotions were high, the feeling was there, it just wasnt love. but if that wasnt love, feeling the way i did and all. then i know for sure im in love with her.
nobody has ever made me feel the way she has. im living a dream everyday i spend with her. and im not saying that to see what sweet words i can come up with. this is all strait from the heart. shes changed my life. opened my eyes in so many ways. shes made me a better person, i know that more than anything. i know im in love with her simply because i know i always get the same butterflys in my tummy whenever she looks at me. the same ones i got the first night we spent together. when all we could do was giggle. shes my one out of millions. i honestly can say that without doubt. ive never second guessed with her about anything. our love is true and deep. i know that with all my heart.
im sorry for going off like i do, but if you want to yell at someone, yell at roxanne. shes the one thats making me feel this way. and shes the only one that ever will.