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so things seem to be getting better. not at home. theyll always try, but ill never completely forgive them. like last night. my dad takes me out to changs and a movie, just for the hell of it. when the night before that i was the black mark in the family. so as long as i dont wear tight pants, i get changs? is that the deal? haha. ill wear tight pants and take roxanne there myself. cause im rich biatch. well, not really, but i have a lot more money to my name then all the idiots still playing sports. working sucks though, dont do it if you dont have to.
ive patched things up with all the boys from agitated. like, neither of us were mad or upset anymore. we hadnt been for like months, but we just werent talking. it seemd like we were thinking the same thing, we just werent thinking about it. i thank roxanne. shes the one who inspired me to actually try it. thank you so much baby.
so today theres a good chance well hang out with them. i really wanna smoke but i dont think theyre into it, and i have to go in for a physical on tuesday. do they have to do a certain test for thc screening, or can it just come up on anything? oh well. my good friend samoan informed me that i should drink a thing of vinager. im getting sick off cranberry juice and he says that vinager worker really good. so ill just chug one big thing of it and go buy some almonds. im gonna eat a snickers bar, maybe thatll help. heh
you know, im kinda ready for school to start. im ready for another change in my life style. right now, its just work work work work, and then maybe some fun on monday or tuesday. but for the most part i come home every night at 10, talk to roxy for like a couple hours then go to bed. i barly eat either. its not good for me, but lately everytime i eat i get sick. but i had changs last night, like a huge plate! and all i had was a big poop. then after that i had like half of a big tub of popcorn, my dad and i split one. and a large cherry coke and a 3 musky bar. i was sorta sick afterwards, but that was just the full kind of sick, not the oh my god im gonna puke kind of sick, like ive been feeling lately.
so i guess things are getting a little better. theyre still not good though. i hate living in this house im supposed to call home and i miss being in the only place i want to call home, roxannes arms.
i finally found out what that means. i feel so comfurtable with her. like it doesnt matter where we are, just as long as i have her by the hand, i feel like im at home. im going to marry this girl. i know it.
late,
cody
so things seem to be getting better. not at home. theyll always try, but ill never completely forgive them. like last night. my dad takes me out to changs and a movie, just for the hell of it. when the night before that i was the black mark in the family. so as long as i dont wear tight pants, i get changs? is that the deal? haha. ill wear tight pants and take roxanne there myself. cause im rich biatch. well, not really, but i have a lot more money to my name then all the idiots still playing sports. working sucks though, dont do it if you dont have to.
ive patched things up with all the boys from agitated. like, neither of us were mad or upset anymore. we hadnt been for like months, but we just werent talking. it seemd like we were thinking the same thing, we just werent thinking about it. i thank roxanne. shes the one who inspired me to actually try it. thank you so much baby.
so today theres a good chance well hang out with them. i really wanna smoke but i dont think theyre into it, and i have to go in for a physical on tuesday. do they have to do a certain test for thc screening, or can it just come up on anything? oh well. my good friend samoan informed me that i should drink a thing of vinager. im getting sick off cranberry juice and he says that vinager worker really good. so ill just chug one big thing of it and go buy some almonds. im gonna eat a snickers bar, maybe thatll help. heh
you know, im kinda ready for school to start. im ready for another change in my life style. right now, its just work work work work, and then maybe some fun on monday or tuesday. but for the most part i come home every night at 10, talk to roxy for like a couple hours then go to bed. i barly eat either. its not good for me, but lately everytime i eat i get sick. but i had changs last night, like a huge plate! and all i had was a big poop. then after that i had like half of a big tub of popcorn, my dad and i split one. and a large cherry coke and a 3 musky bar. i was sorta sick afterwards, but that was just the full kind of sick, not the oh my god im gonna puke kind of sick, like ive been feeling lately.
so i guess things are getting a little better. theyre still not good though. i hate living in this house im supposed to call home and i miss being in the only place i want to call home, roxannes arms.
i finally found out what that means. i feel so comfurtable with her. like it doesnt matter where we are, just as long as i have her by the hand, i feel like im at home. im going to marry this girl. i know it.
late,
cody