Jul 23, 2004 22:16
im a fuck up.
im really glad that you dont believe it, i love you for that. but i am.
i fuck up so many times. and worst of all, a lot of them are with you.
you have no idea how sorry i am. and i know youll probebly never be able to forgive me ever, but im still sorry. nobody deserves to be talked about like that, i know i wouldnt like it. i truely and deeply apologize, and hope that the sick inside me soon fades.
you mean so much to me, and everytime i hurt you, in anyway, it drives me insane.
i hate that i fuck up with you so much, and i wish i could say i could stop. but im scared that its who i am.
im a fuck up.
and im sorry.