Will I ever be strong enough?
I have had so much doubt in myself lately. I know I'm a strong person, but I don't know if I will have the strength I need in the end. I've been pushing myslef harder and harder lately to the point I fear might be my full limit. If I don't have the power to go further then I wonder why I do this to begin with. I have studied and trained for so long all to acomplish one goal. Now that I have started to feel that goal approaching I don't think I've prepared enough. All day all I can seem to think is "You'll never be good enough, you'll never be strong enough, you'll never be smart enough, you'll nevery be worthy enough." That's all I feel anymore. Orignally I used it as a driving force but now I feel like it might be dragging me down. WHat if never will be any of those things. I can't stop but can I win?