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Im losing total control over my life. Things keep hitting me right in the face and I keep falling down, unable to recover. I cannot seem to make any decisions that can make me happy. I really can’t tell what is right any more. It always seems to get better but then it gets fucked up in one night. Its just tangled thoughts in my mind that just form more knots each time I untie one. I have probably only accumulated 18 hours of sleep in the past 2 weeks. I know there is something really bothering me because the other day at work I got real mad and I just lost it and yelled at a kid from the camp right in his face, I had to stop my self half way and walk out for a while. I can’t seem get my mind set straight, and im falling inches short from just breaking down and giving up. I really just don’t know what to do anymore. It’s funny because I feel as though I need help in a problem that I personally need to solve by my self.