o25. it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah;
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Sent home from work because I "really do need a moment to relax". Were it not true, I suppose I might have been insulted; but Linda is a psychologist and I do not expect her to be entirely ignorant to changes in my temperament. Especially not when she seems to watch me like a hawk. Is it that obvious I am troubled?
Through all the years I have known him, I have never felt quite so much a mere prize as I do right now. I don't even know whether or not it is founded, though the manner in which my questions were effectively shut down would suggest it is. But I know better than to press any further and Patroclus, as well-meaning as he is, can not help. I wish I could ignore the questions others have brought to light.
I swear I have nothing against the girl--I wish her no ill will, I just can't be passed around again and cast aside want to know what's going on. But I was brought up to know when to hold my tongue. And being silenced is more than just a hint.
Linda procured sleeping pills for me. I'd rather not take them, but perhaps I will feel better if I have slept properly. She seems to be under the impression I need them. I ought to stop answering her questions.
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I've been sent home with a headache. I'm going to take painkillers and go lay down.
And before anyone asks--Yes, I am fine. No, I don't need anything.
... Except for Bonnie not to wake me up.
Sent home from work because I "really do need a moment to relax". Were it not true, I suppose I might have been insulted; but Linda is a psychologist and I do not expect her to be entirely ignorant to changes in my temperament. Especially not when she seems to watch me like a hawk. Is it that obvious I am troubled?
Through all the years I have known him, I have never felt quite so much a mere prize as I do right now. I don't even know whether or not it is founded, though the manner in which my questions were effectively shut down would suggest it is. But I know better than to press any further and Patroclus, as well-meaning as he is, can not help. I wish I could ignore the questions others have brought to light.
I swear I have nothing against the girl--I wish her no ill will, I just can't be passed around again and cast aside want to know what's going on. But I was brought up to know when to hold my tongue. And being silenced is more than just a hint.
Linda procured sleeping pills for me. I'd rather not take them, but perhaps I will feel better if I have slept properly. She seems to be under the impression I need them. I ought to stop answering her questions.
[Filter: PUBLIC]
I've been sent home with a headache. I'm going to take painkillers and go lay down.
And before anyone asks--Yes, I am fine. No, I don't need anything.
... Except for Bonnie not to wake me up.