suck on a raw egg.
i had a really rough week. by the end of the workday, friday, i was angry and exhausted. frustrated, jittery, emotionally unstable. bitter.
so i called my dad and said, "dad, i know we are going to have breakfast tomorrow, but i feel like i need to take a break from talking. so, if you dont mind... i wont be saying much."
and so i didnt. i gave up talking. fasted from speech. was in silence.
starting from saturday morning until monday when i woke up. and it was amazing. i think it might be happening much more frequently. i think in general, everyone around me liked it as much as i did. which is a little funny and a little sad to think of. i think i might not make it until march. i think i am writing this right now instead of filling out appropriate paperwork because i am still feeling frustrated and jittery and bitter. and like i need something else. like beach. or trees. or adventure.
i've started doing yoga. yesterday i did a shoulder stand, but really i thought i was going to break my neck. i'm no little girl, no matter how much i wish i was.
so i called my dad and said, "dad, i know we are going to have breakfast tomorrow, but i feel like i need to take a break from talking. so, if you dont mind... i wont be saying much."
and so i didnt. i gave up talking. fasted from speech. was in silence.
starting from saturday morning until monday when i woke up. and it was amazing. i think it might be happening much more frequently. i think in general, everyone around me liked it as much as i did. which is a little funny and a little sad to think of. i think i might not make it until march. i think i am writing this right now instead of filling out appropriate paperwork because i am still feeling frustrated and jittery and bitter. and like i need something else. like beach. or trees. or adventure.
i've started doing yoga. yesterday i did a shoulder stand, but really i thought i was going to break my neck. i'm no little girl, no matter how much i wish i was.