Jan 04, 2005 19:20
BRRRRR its cold in here. i said there must be some .. something in the atmosphere.. that was nice cheer. it is colddddd dd d. Lakeers were losing badlyyyyyy and usc was leading. i stopped watching.. i was watching but i wasn't paying much attention to the plays and all that .. stuff. stupid. my brother had to go to some place for extra credit and my parents are all asking me if hes lying or not.. stupid -_- jesus. they're like "i dont want him to be doing bad things" wth are bad things... super stupid.. aiyah. JESUS.. that upsetted me for some reason -_- damn traditional viet parents. what a strange.. feeling. not feeling. but . it seems like the only way to talk and have fun talkn? i guess is gossip and drama and lovecrap. why is that? some ppl have too much drama..and some are dying for some drama.. some excitement. jebus. and the new avril cd is .. not great . disappointment. i liked her three singles.. but the other songs are not her. its .. hmm doesnt appeal to me. her first cd was wayyyyyyy better.. like better. and the jayz and lp cc is pretty good. all the songs are good.. surprisingly. ever had that feeling where.. you know theres something wrong.. but u cant accept it and inside you know theres nothing wrong.. lying to urself.. convincing yourself that ur just exaggerating and that nothing is wrong.. when in reality, something is wrong. did that make sense? oh yeah DENIAL. and dont u just hate it when ppl burn cds and its not labeled or anything. ahh. so like u want THIS CD and like its all blanks so u have to look for it and stuff. jesus. and dont u hate it when ppl are so darn irresponsible and inconsiderate and they dont even want to change. jesus. i say jesus alot. JESUS. as you can see i am agitated and troubled right now. yum shrimp is good.