I think this is what they call Stockholm Syndrome

May 19, 2009 02:32

The best laid plans of mice and men often go awry. Sometimes, it's for the better and the others, for the worse. The latter happens more often than not because life is like that but when it's the former, remember to give thanks. Say a little prayer, offer grace or just smile because it's not that difficult to make someone feel the least bit better.

Sometimes things happen when you least expect it and these are precious moments one should never forget. People who love you, whom you love, coming through like sunshine after a storm, there for you when you least expect, precious ones we often take for granted, the most important people in our lives. They empower you in a way that makes your chest swell with reasons you can't do justice in mere words.

They remind you why your world is perfect, as imperfect as it is. There are things in it that you won't exchange for anything in the world. Most of all, they teach you to fear.

Fear that one day you'll lose it or perhaps you never had it.

But fear not, because fear drives me forward to clamber for a shred of your precious acknowledgement. Fear of loss gives me strength to be shameless, so let me be.

Let love be.

Gravity grounds you to earth and when it is the only force, we all fall at the same speed. So tell me why is it I feel like I'm falling at the speed of sound?

It's you, you. Only for you.

How is it possible that I can't find ONE out of THIRTEEN to like? No, don't get me wrong, it's not what you think it is. I just like them ALL. It's weird. It's not 3, 4 or 5, it's 13 damnit. Sure, there are varying levels of 'LIKE' and even 'DISLIKE' but who cares? I'm happy.

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I love the Net. I didn't see it real time but it was close enough.



No this isn't a reason, no it isn't. Don't judge me. Inkigayo was fucking awesome though 2NE1 didn't live up to my expectations like I had hoped for. I really like Park Bom and Sandara though. I guess I was just too excited over SuJu's first stage for Neorago.




argentum_luna knows which buttons to push and my spirits lift. Magical ;D

Tsuna at least, has the deceny to look embarrassed. Gokudera is all YEAH YEAH YEAH CHEERLEADER TENTH. You can't see the glitter nor the watercolor detail but Luna is *A*



It's winter here but I'll wear my dresses for all I care. I love the lace detail which doesn't show well and I'm suddenly into the colour brown, IDK but I love my accessories ;D

My friend went to the FINDERS KEEPERS fair in Sydney and I really wanted to go but damn assignments kept getting in my way D: But she sprung some vintage fabrics on me and you have no idea how much I want to start crafting now but D: I NEED TO GRADUATE. Ugh. Panic D:



On an interesting note, sukuishi came over today and by a stroke of luck, she got the last available room in my dorm. Looks like I'll have a fangirl nearby now ;D

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