I change headers like I change clothes

Dec 11, 2008 22:33

I don't understand you, people, boys, disappointing. Word play. Mind games. Politics. Drawing lines. Shadow fighting. Hiding. Must you complicate everything? If you've a problem with me, TALK TO ME.

Is this your kind of fun? Because if it is, I want no part of it. Don't say I don't know how to have fun. I just don't see the point of waiting. I'm tired of being a sitting duck, tired of initiative. Things are supposed to get easier as we get used to each other, not like this. Most familiar stranger.

But I'm happily detached, onto better things and greener pastures so it's ok if you're not here to share. Knowing when to quit is not a loser way of backing out of something gracefully. It takes balls to leave, so yes I'm going, growing up and learning never to love wholeheartedly.

The people I don't like may not be the same but the ones I love always do this for me, inspire. You.

I met my oldest friend today. We have been best friends since 9 and she gets immunity from my family. It's like my parents love her more than me and her family is as good as mine. Everything can change but our relationship won't. It's strange. We don't see each other for whole years, forget birthdays and we don't even have each other's email addresses but she will wait for me, hours in the freezing rain and later we laugh, cry and cab home together. You know you're best friends when it's ok to open the door with mismatched PJs, hair like a beehive and no you haven't brushed your teeth. You know nothing has changed, even if you're 2 hours late. Friends who have seen you through storms and tears are different from friends that you smile with. Some things never change, my friends are one and the other is my family, my parents still think everything I do is worthless. Like crafting, which is what I've been doing the whole day since it REFUSED to stop storming. Gokudera-kun I can see you love me very much. Oh I just noticed something, the last four numbers of my student ID are 5927.




























They say the most beautiful things are more often than not useless. And yes I made all of them. Christmas presents for the people who remember.

/RANDOM FREE TALK
Christine - Hong Kong just got hit with the bird flu again?
Jasmine - ORLY? -looks indifferent-
Christime - =_=" Be careful okay.
Jasmine - ???? I'm not a bird.

Bon voyage riiche and gthiru . Don't get lost in HK. stelf where the fuck are you? Who's going down Saturday? Ok where is EOY?

personal, singapore, boys, rant, friends

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