Tired and Excited...
Today I went to work after a long night thinking bout somethings....how I rush into every relationship possible....I'm so tired of being the one to try so hard...I haven't really gone out with anyone...then again I haven't really been looking...Alikki was my last girlfriend...she should be coming home from Greece soon...I haven't talked to her since the beginning of summer....I look back at past relationships and I realized I rushed into things alot...like I fell in love too fast..I'm starting to like this girl I've been talking to for awhile....she's really cool..I enjoy talking to her but I don't think she knows I like her like that....she just broke up with her boyfriend afew days ago...and I'm not rushing into anything...she just got out of a relationship and I'm just going to be there for her like a friend would be...I told her that if she needed anything that she could call me and I'd do my best to help her out...so hopfully she'll be doing better...and hopfully I can see what my real feelings are for her...right now I can say I like her from what I know...and I know there is more I need to get to know....so there's why I'm tired...
Now for me being excited....I'm recording more songs for my cd on Monday...so it should be awesome...I have started to write more lately and everything...and with this break from my second job for a week it should be pretty cool to just go home after work and write music....Brian was mad cool to take time out of his schedule and make time for me to record...he's gonna make it sound awesome...I haven't played guitar in along time...and i was surprised to write a good song...I still don't know what I'm going to call it...maybe "Look Up (I'll Be There) or "Never Be The Same" or "It'll Get Easier" they're all good names for a song...but idk....I'll find one...lol...well I'm just online and bored...so if anyone wants to add a comment be my guest....
Jason
Now for me being excited....I'm recording more songs for my cd on Monday...so it should be awesome...I have started to write more lately and everything...and with this break from my second job for a week it should be pretty cool to just go home after work and write music....Brian was mad cool to take time out of his schedule and make time for me to record...he's gonna make it sound awesome...I haven't played guitar in along time...and i was surprised to write a good song...I still don't know what I'm going to call it...maybe "Look Up (I'll Be There) or "Never Be The Same" or "It'll Get Easier" they're all good names for a song...but idk....I'll find one...lol...well I'm just online and bored...so if anyone wants to add a comment be my guest....
Jason