Dec 23, 2006 02:27
So heres my life so far.
Hmm. My once thought greatest boyfriend turned out to be such an ass. NOTE TO SELF AND TO THE PEOPLE OUT THERE. Never trust anyone FULLY. Take it from me, you think someone’s loyal to you, you think someone loves you, but all he or shes feeding you is shit. They tell you they love you, but lie straight to your damn face. So there. DON’T TRUST, DON’T GIVE IN, DON’T GET HURT.
Oh oh oh, and don’t love too much. EFFORTS ARE ONLY GIVEN HALF WAY. Believe me, being taken for granted is the most horrible shit.
This is my most traumatizing yet, I swear, the wounds are so hard to heal.
MY BEST NEPHEW IN THE WORLD LEFT. Ive been dreading this for months, the day js leaves, wala.. couldn’t do anything, money calls, work calls, didn’t even get to say bye properly. Haii. You know I love you forever js. See you in a year or so.
HAYCA IS LEAVING. Rarrr, hayxx is like, one of my best friends. And now shes gon study in the states? Wala.. kill me na. don’t even have time to spend with her. Gaah. Really wanna die. Cant imagine how it is without this weirdo=(
GOODBYE CURLS. Actually, goodbye hair. Haha this is my shortest hair ever. Soon to be shorter, since the girls think its too long at the back. Hmm new hair. New life, I call it my bye kev hair. No seriously, this is to spite him somehow, but hey it fits naman, and ive been wanting to chop my curls off anyway.
So there. In a span of 1 month. Ive lost 3 life supports. Gaah. First kev, then JS, then hayxx is leaving.. haii… im not so sure how im getting by, but yeah, alls good. I hope.
I just hate change, good change yeah. But how can you get over and move on? How can you just stop thinking of one person, how can you stop talking to one person? Life sucks.
Yeah, lifes kinda like shittt now, but still. I got the best set of friends in the whole wide world to help me get by right?
God help me.
Hope this New Year will be so much damn better