Why do you have to fall to realized you've made a mistake...?
i dunno what to do with myself anymore. It's just not my main focus. i can't find where i need to be. I know i need to focus on myself and God but why does it keep coming back...i know there's a reason, why can't i find it?? Realizing i've made a mistake has been the worst thing i could do right now. I wish i would just forget about it all. I'm tired of it, because it's all for the show. Not because i want it to be but because it is. If i let go then everything will be wrong...so i hold on even though i can't stand it any longer. But then one little move sets everything back on again. I'm all over the place...i dunno which way i should go....God guide me....i need you now....!
<3 Chewy for now...
<3 Chewy for now...