man sam, you sure know how to pick em
just reaffirming my horrible luck with women.
so apparently, up until the last two months, shes had sex every day, sometimes twice a day for the past year. how many days in a year? 365? thats like 350somethin more times than ive had sex. it was all with the same guy, but jesus thats alotta sex. and i mean, what if he was bigger than me? id feel soo inadequate. im not sure if i can take that kind of pressure. i mean, i guess if i didnt care what she thought id just go for it, but i mean, we kind of run in the same circles. word would get around.
ugh, and i even know the ex. hes really funny too. will i see his face everytime? eww. is two months long enough to wash away the...im not sure what word i want to use here. so many come to mind.
i mean, maybe a woman with that kind of experience would be good for me, you know? show me a thing or two, help me work some things out, get another notch in the belt. its been so long since ive put a notch in the belt. poor belt, hes been notchless for so long.
maybe im just a shallow asshole. like things like this shouldnt even come into play, shouldnt be part of the equation of attraction. but they get to me. is it all part of some sort of insecurity i have? idk. maybe im wayyyy too picky. i should just drop it, forget the info, let it go, have what could potentially be a very good time. you know?
shes really funny though, a very entertaining, sweet girl. which kind of makes me feel like more of an asshole.
i guess ill just penny lane that shit, "never take it seriously, you never get hurt. never get hurt, you can always have fun. and if you ever get lonely, you just go to the record store and visit all your friends."
just shootin the shit i guess.
so apparently, up until the last two months, shes had sex every day, sometimes twice a day for the past year. how many days in a year? 365? thats like 350somethin more times than ive had sex. it was all with the same guy, but jesus thats alotta sex. and i mean, what if he was bigger than me? id feel soo inadequate. im not sure if i can take that kind of pressure. i mean, i guess if i didnt care what she thought id just go for it, but i mean, we kind of run in the same circles. word would get around.
ugh, and i even know the ex. hes really funny too. will i see his face everytime? eww. is two months long enough to wash away the...im not sure what word i want to use here. so many come to mind.
i mean, maybe a woman with that kind of experience would be good for me, you know? show me a thing or two, help me work some things out, get another notch in the belt. its been so long since ive put a notch in the belt. poor belt, hes been notchless for so long.
maybe im just a shallow asshole. like things like this shouldnt even come into play, shouldnt be part of the equation of attraction. but they get to me. is it all part of some sort of insecurity i have? idk. maybe im wayyyy too picky. i should just drop it, forget the info, let it go, have what could potentially be a very good time. you know?
shes really funny though, a very entertaining, sweet girl. which kind of makes me feel like more of an asshole.
i guess ill just penny lane that shit, "never take it seriously, you never get hurt. never get hurt, you can always have fun. and if you ever get lonely, you just go to the record store and visit all your friends."
just shootin the shit i guess.