confusion
so last week my gmas cadi died on ME! so thats was an adventure and a half with tim layla kenyon phill and tanner. haha thanks guys ur awesome. me and layla should take up collegiate cheerleading dont you think haha.
so i been doin tons of stuff. went to cal and visited sharf. yes....i visited enemy territory. stanford has sent me as their personal spy. basically ive been chillin with amigos from both hs and amigos leavin for college....sad.
so basically right now im feelin weird as hell. everytime i hang out with this one person, i realize that theres still a lil fire glowing there. i was thinkin about it, and decided taht it must be because we never officially ended....or started for that matter. i dno its just on my mind.
also, im finding myself starting to feel the same way i did towards connor towards a new guy. but the difference between lust and love is so hard to define when you are feeling it. but i will have to push this all aside, as i leave for college in 15 days. actually i technically leave town on the 14th, so in 9 days. im goin to florida for an aquatics convention, then i get back the day i go to stany.
so this is the end. its not like im goin far, but if u wana chill b4 i leave call me up.
so i been doin tons of stuff. went to cal and visited sharf. yes....i visited enemy territory. stanford has sent me as their personal spy. basically ive been chillin with amigos from both hs and amigos leavin for college....sad.
so basically right now im feelin weird as hell. everytime i hang out with this one person, i realize that theres still a lil fire glowing there. i was thinkin about it, and decided taht it must be because we never officially ended....or started for that matter. i dno its just on my mind.
also, im finding myself starting to feel the same way i did towards connor towards a new guy. but the difference between lust and love is so hard to define when you are feeling it. but i will have to push this all aside, as i leave for college in 15 days. actually i technically leave town on the 14th, so in 9 days. im goin to florida for an aquatics convention, then i get back the day i go to stany.
so this is the end. its not like im goin far, but if u wana chill b4 i leave call me up.