being grown up isnt half as fun as growing up...
stress stress stress. that is my life right now. stress stress stress.
work pretty much takes up all my time (well 6 out of 7 days a week) which doesnt bother me that much considering i will be getting a nice pay check and it gives me stuff to do. but now that im starting school i will go from school to work monday, tuesday, thursday then i will work saturday and sunday. which isnt that bad, that means i get to see kevin all day wednesday and all day friday...WRONG! he has class on wednesday from 6-9 and then he will probably have to work friday nights, and since i work at 9am saturday mornings i cant be out too late and i cant be out too late saturday nights either because i have to work at 9am sunday mornings as well. this is the true test of our love :\
i wish i was a kid again. or at least back in high school. back when i didnt have to worry about working to pay for a car, or working at all because if i needed money my mom would give it to me. i loved when my only worry was making it to class on time and making sure i would graduate. and now the older i get the more i NEED a job. because if i dont job i have no car, no spending money, no school, NO NOTHING!
i get paid next thursday and i plan on cashing that check, because it wont be that big and racheal is coming down so i need to have spending money. but my next check will be for like 350-400 dollars so i plan on putting AT LEAST 200 in the bank and keeping the rest out to get me through the next 2 weeks. since i will be in school and at work pretty much all day everyday i wont be needing much spending money so i plan on putting AT LEAST 100 in the bank every check. because i have a car to pay for and by next year id like to be able to buy my own car, and possibly get a cell phone.
i was thinking about quitting the bowling alley and getting a different job that has hours where i can work like 5-9 but i think im going to stay. for one i feel really bad for kevin(my manager) because noah(our assistant manager) just up and quit, no notice no nothing so now kevin has all the hours to take care of and even though he loves his job(well claims to) i can tell how stressed he is. second, though every now and then there is a scheduling conflict everytime the schedule is wrong kevin is more then happy to fix it and give me the right days off or the right hours. and lastly, i really like where i work and who i work with, yes i know i complain but i mean who honestly hasnt complained about their job(no matter how much they claim to love it) and i really like working at the counter(even though rick makes me wanna cry half the time, and sometimes i wish i was back in the snack bar)and i really like who i work with. the porters, counter people, bar tenders, snack bar hell..even the mechanics and people in the pro shop are nice as hell and are nice as hell to me. and i mean who could honestly hate a place that is so friendly?
holy hell. this is loooong, much longer then i expected.
goodnight
i love you kevin <3
work pretty much takes up all my time (well 6 out of 7 days a week) which doesnt bother me that much considering i will be getting a nice pay check and it gives me stuff to do. but now that im starting school i will go from school to work monday, tuesday, thursday then i will work saturday and sunday. which isnt that bad, that means i get to see kevin all day wednesday and all day friday...WRONG! he has class on wednesday from 6-9 and then he will probably have to work friday nights, and since i work at 9am saturday mornings i cant be out too late and i cant be out too late saturday nights either because i have to work at 9am sunday mornings as well. this is the true test of our love :\
i wish i was a kid again. or at least back in high school. back when i didnt have to worry about working to pay for a car, or working at all because if i needed money my mom would give it to me. i loved when my only worry was making it to class on time and making sure i would graduate. and now the older i get the more i NEED a job. because if i dont job i have no car, no spending money, no school, NO NOTHING!
i get paid next thursday and i plan on cashing that check, because it wont be that big and racheal is coming down so i need to have spending money. but my next check will be for like 350-400 dollars so i plan on putting AT LEAST 200 in the bank and keeping the rest out to get me through the next 2 weeks. since i will be in school and at work pretty much all day everyday i wont be needing much spending money so i plan on putting AT LEAST 100 in the bank every check. because i have a car to pay for and by next year id like to be able to buy my own car, and possibly get a cell phone.
i was thinking about quitting the bowling alley and getting a different job that has hours where i can work like 5-9 but i think im going to stay. for one i feel really bad for kevin(my manager) because noah(our assistant manager) just up and quit, no notice no nothing so now kevin has all the hours to take care of and even though he loves his job(well claims to) i can tell how stressed he is. second, though every now and then there is a scheduling conflict everytime the schedule is wrong kevin is more then happy to fix it and give me the right days off or the right hours. and lastly, i really like where i work and who i work with, yes i know i complain but i mean who honestly hasnt complained about their job(no matter how much they claim to love it) and i really like working at the counter(even though rick makes me wanna cry half the time, and sometimes i wish i was back in the snack bar)and i really like who i work with. the porters, counter people, bar tenders, snack bar hell..even the mechanics and people in the pro shop are nice as hell and are nice as hell to me. and i mean who could honestly hate a place that is so friendly?
holy hell. this is loooong, much longer then i expected.
goodnight
i love you kevin <3