Apr 20, 2005 21:10
Today has been an okay day. I got to eat lunch with Isaac, and then after work at 4:30 to about 7:30 i was with him. He is feeling so sad today and i hate seeing him this way. Tomorrow is the anniversary of his mom's passing, so everyone ( him, his dad, sis and bro) are just feeling really down today. All he does is cry and i wish there was something i could do to make him feel better. I know its so hard for him. She passed in 03 so its still pretty fresh in his memory. If i lost one of my parents i dont know what i would do. I guess all i can do is be there for him as much as i can. I dont want him to hurt anymore. I wish i could take all the pain that he has, away. When i got home today, i couldnt help but cry, cuz i can only imagine everything that he is going through right now. I feel so helpless. I'm on the phone with him and all he does is cry and cry. I dont really know what to say to him, but i just tell him everything will be okay and that she is in a better place now. Well i think i better go to sleep because the more i think about him and his mom and everything that is going on i start to cry also, so yes sleep would be good right now. I just want him to be okay again, and for all his sadness to go away :(