its only hurts when i breathe

[thepoisoning]

wow, Atreyu moves me so much...i mean when im down, i listen to them and it helps me through it, Alex's songwriting seems to influence mine, and everything about them just blows my mind. like whoa. anyway, ive been really whoring out the davey and jade community, its fun though. its cool that lj has gotten rid of codes, i think i may change my name eventually, there is alot is this journal that i want to leave behind. seriously, i read some of my old entries and i was like man, i was really stupid then. i wish i could forget that.

i still wish i could find that someone, the person who, well, to use a cliche, completes me. ive been looking for so long and it seems to be quite a fruitless effort, the last person that was 'into' me, well i ruined it with the whole laura thing. blah.

god take me because i hate me