Typed this a long time ago /:
Pairing: junseung
Ps: this is honestly random. I'm typing this at 4:18am.
I cried. Again.
You've been away for so long; I've forgotten how it felt lying beside you.
I miss you.
I miss the warmth.
I miss you're random rappings.
But most of all, I miss the times you were there by my side.
You left me, broken once again.
There I stood, watching you leave; your arms around her.
The laughter sounded in my ears.
Those smiles, that you used to gave me, it's now just for her.
Only her.
Why did we end up this way?
I need to walk away.
Call me a coward; but nothing will change. I've been used and hurt for far too long. I can no longer trust anyone.
I took a deep breath, i'm walking away; reality is just too harsh for me to comprehend. Escape is my only hope.
My heart aches when I see you. Everything I do reminds me of you.
'a new environment is all I need' I thought.
How wrong I was.
Nothing could escape from remembering you.
Maybe death would be great.
I took a dagger; maybe it won't be so painful afterall.
Goodbye. I love you, Yong Junhyung.
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