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Well i got some feelings for jordan again..
and he fucked me over..again
met some girl on myspace..and then fucked her after knowing her for 3 hrs..but apperantly "hes in love" now..
w/e I know hell just come crawling back to me when this new "perfect" relationship fails.
Yea..Im hurt, but not as hurt as i could be..
Im already nearly over it..I feel bad that I lsot my best friend and got used by such a dick..but other then that its like..
He dropped out of school, will likely work in a hobby store for the rest of his life, has no ambition to do anything, and makes me feel bad about everything that i do..
I let me feelings fool me into believing that he was a good person and perhaps had started to become a good boyfriend. But I know now that hell never be either of those.
It hurts to think of him sleeping with this new girl..but I have found consolence in the fact that it likely wont work out..I was the only girl who could deal with his childish ways..and I did for 4 years and hell come around adn see that..and you know what? Itll be too late. Im not letting myself get hurt over him again, this is the last time.
Sure, when this is over and his world ends because of her whoreness then Ill be his friend and help him. But nothing more. Im not being his friend while he pursues this new girl..I dont want to see his infatuated happiness..because when it comes down to it; yea they both like lameass hobbies like rc cars and toy helicopters and they both work at hobby stores but..really..jordan has never saved a dime in his life, he spends his entire paycheck on hobbies and he thinks right now theyre a perfect match for one another. The blind leading the blind in my opinion. Useless idiots.
and he fucked me over..again
met some girl on myspace..and then fucked her after knowing her for 3 hrs..but apperantly "hes in love" now..
w/e I know hell just come crawling back to me when this new "perfect" relationship fails.
Yea..Im hurt, but not as hurt as i could be..
Im already nearly over it..I feel bad that I lsot my best friend and got used by such a dick..but other then that its like..
He dropped out of school, will likely work in a hobby store for the rest of his life, has no ambition to do anything, and makes me feel bad about everything that i do..
I let me feelings fool me into believing that he was a good person and perhaps had started to become a good boyfriend. But I know now that hell never be either of those.
It hurts to think of him sleeping with this new girl..but I have found consolence in the fact that it likely wont work out..I was the only girl who could deal with his childish ways..and I did for 4 years and hell come around adn see that..and you know what? Itll be too late. Im not letting myself get hurt over him again, this is the last time.
Sure, when this is over and his world ends because of her whoreness then Ill be his friend and help him. But nothing more. Im not being his friend while he pursues this new girl..I dont want to see his infatuated happiness..because when it comes down to it; yea they both like lameass hobbies like rc cars and toy helicopters and they both work at hobby stores but..really..jordan has never saved a dime in his life, he spends his entire paycheck on hobbies and he thinks right now theyre a perfect match for one another. The blind leading the blind in my opinion. Useless idiots.