Jul 07, 2004 13:20
dammit. i've done it again.
i let myself like a guy... trip out cuz he hasn't called since sunday..... to make it even better... the times that i did call yesterday i talked to stewart... he did say that chris wasn't feelin good... i dunno. i just want to know if my "more than friends feelings" for him are a waste of time.. i'd rather have him as a friend than not have him in my life at all.
blah blah blah.
i'm sick of hearing myself talk.