. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . kira , kira .
There's something inside of me so grand; I feel as if I can only vomit to prevent myself from being overcome.
Something so powerful; I'm so overwhelemed that death would be an option. What am I doing wrong? Haven't I chosen the right path? What is this; is this even real? Is this a muse; a fury, or my own mind seeking my demise?
What does it mean to sparkle? To twinkle? Are there stars out tonight, or simplya flashlight shining through the pinholes of my mind's eye?
I want someone to sweep me away; to rescue me, but I CANNOT accept this. Whatever this feeling is, I and I alone MUST conquer it.
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I held a feeling inside
so strong that I thought I was about to burst
This flavor
This feeling
This clamour;
it's healing
Something I thought I'd left behind;
a scar that had only "healed over"
I held a light inside
So strong that I though that---
At the seams, I'd rupture
But in the perfect picture
A way out was only feared
The answer was only feared;
The perfect harmony neared
And let go
And so, my darknes neared
And so the blindness peered
Over my shoulder to take
Something I tried to "let go"
I kept my feelings inside
So strong I knew that I would burst
This flavor
This feeling
This clamour;
it's healing
Something I thought I'd left behind
a scar tht had only "healed over"
I held a light inside
So strong that I though that---
At the seams, I'd rupture
But in the perfect picture
A way out was only feared
The answer was only feared;
The perfect harmony neared
and "let go".
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . I cannot live in the dust.